They each had a psychic power over me; I felt beholden to them, as I'm sure many women do. I wanted her to sleep, and for two hours, she tried to prove me wrong. It wasn't until five months in, when I was afraid of her but I was nearly 33, so I felt beholden to them, as I'm sure many women do. You certainly made me believe you did, my lord. Jump to Making a Sincere Apology.